stupify

missing a piece

Why am i so stupid to let every chance i get pass me by? I can´t take this feeling of emptiness inside my heart. I´m too late to do anything and too stuborn too change into what they want me to be. I´m lost in this sea of choises that present themselfs with little oportunity to think about the consequences of my actions. I tried to do everything i could to understand why you change in such a way, yet none of this makes sence becouse you where a free creature with no ties to anything but now you seem to be in a prision of your own making, so hiden away that i could not find you. for all that matters i miss the talks that went on for hours into the night. But this is what it is and only you can get your freedom back, as for me i´ll wait until it´s my time to say good bye to talk to you again.

duality

before i forget

alone i break

As she arrives my body fells less like my own. I don´t know why this is happening again after so long, but you who help me embrace my two sides, who help bring peace to my world that was in a haze of oblivion. You, the only one to whom I have told the truth about "him", you are missing. And for better or for worse I´m left here to face all this without the first soul like mine I´ve met. This might be my last words in this world for I´m not sure when I´m going to wake up again. I´m sorry to tell you this a little to late but as they say "better late than never". no matter where you are, no mater when you read this, you will know it´s for you.

New Beggining

At last I take contol of the mess that "he " caused. Sorry to all of you who dont understand what I am, but that is better left alone. No more explanations of what I´m doing. The freedom I taste right now is the swetest thing I´ve tasted and I won´t let it go, so deal with this new being that walks around you because I´m not going back.