As she arrives my body fells less like my own. I don´t know why this is happening again after so long, but you who help me embrace my two sides, who help bring peace to my world that was in a haze of oblivion. You, the only one to whom I have told the truth about "him", you are missing. And for better or for worse I´m left here to face all this without the first soul like mine I´ve met. This might be my last words in this world for I´m not sure when I´m going to wake up again. I´m sorry to tell you this a little to late but as they say "better late than never". no matter where you are, no mater when you read this, you will know it´s for you.