another way to die-disturbed

the situation

Lost inside my head, looking for a light but it seams everything i say or do turns around to hurt me. I don´t know how to express myself anymore, all those dear to me are thinking twice before talking to me. What is the meaning of my existance if every body that knows the real me leave to a place where I can´t contact them. this is my darkest hour and only those who only see my exterior are surrounding me, I feel like I´m in a bubble isolated from everyon. Don´t know how to get throu this but this situation has to change. so the only thing I can do is wait for anyone who wants to help.

a la mierda primavera